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I've seen you before, as I'm sure you've seen me. I know who you are. You're the girl contemplating suicide. The one who gets called a dyke every day. You're insecure and your self-esteem doesn't exist. As much as you try to fit in people still hate you and you long for acceptance. You are terrified of losing everybody you love. You keep secrets. Nobody knows the price you pay to stay so thin. Nobody knows the cost of your love. You should be happy, but nobody knows that you go home in tears every day. Nobody knows that you always cry yourself to sleep. And for the short time that you're able to stay asleep, the nightmares haunt your dreams. You're scared. Life gets harder as the depression worsens. When I look at you I can see it in your eyes. You're not as strong as everybody thinks. You hide it well, but I know that you're wearing yourself out. You're exhausted. But you can't let her down. So you hide yourself and you keep your secrets, knowing that they're killing you.
I know who you are. I look in the mirror and see your tears. I tell myself to be strong. I whisper through the tears that everything will be fine. I lock my feelings away, knowing that to let them out again would be dangerous. I put on a fake smile.
"I'm fine. I'm happy. The teasing doesn't bother me. I'm used to it. Really, I'm ok now, I love my life." These are the lies I tell to get by. To everyone I've lied to, I'm sorry...
I know who you are. I look in the mirror and see your tears. I tell myself to be strong. I whisper through the tears that everything will be fine. I lock my feelings away, knowing that to let them out again would be dangerous. I put on a fake smile.
"I'm fine. I'm happy. The teasing doesn't bother me. I'm used to it. Really, I'm ok now, I love my life." These are the lies I tell to get by. To everyone I've lied to, I'm sorry...
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--BlueIV
This love that we have has to stay hidden
Tight lips and closed minds speak that its forbidden
Sweep it under the ruglock it behind doors
Our love is much too different from yours.
We cant let the world see us, they wont understand
Theyve told us the price, they told us their demands
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This isn't about me... anymore. A few years ago when the depression was really bad, this could describe me. I look in the mirror and I don't see this reflection. I finally see someone who I'm proud to be... It took a lot to get to where I am today, and I couldn't have done it without my girlfriend, she's helped me through so much♥ Thank you for saving me from who I used to be...
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I will not say I know how you feel, because I do not. But I know that I also went and still am going though this nightmare. To be completely honest, when I look in the mirror, I see someone who I don't want to be. Because if I wasn't myself, everything would be so much easier. The worst part of it for me is the fact that I'm such a good actor. I'm glad you got through it.